the past.

all i want to do it forget about you and her.what you both had.everything i've heard about you two.what she wrote.what you said.everything needs to fuck off out of my head.every single fucking thing.

grandma.

i've been thinking about you lately.i know your watching over me, looking out for me and protecting me.i miss you so much.i'm so glad your back with your husband again,happy,healthy,together forever.you were the most amazing lady i've known.our whole family were so blessed that you've had such a long and healthy life.it is ironic that you passed away because of heart failure because your heart never failed any of us.ever.

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

falling out with friends,and in love with others. you'll find the true ones. realize who to really care for.hear lies. experience lust.know what it feels like to really be cared for,missed,loved.everything put together.

everything happens for a reason.

why is it that we love to be loved,and love to love.when we see that one person that gives you butterflies everytime.when you catch someone looking at you for all the right reasons.the feeling you get when you dress extra nicely,do your make up that little bit better just to know that he will be paying attention to you.but when you lose them,you lose everything.nothing feels pretty.everything is black and white.nothing to be excited about.this is me.this was me.not anymore.i have something to be excited about again.

something new.

I don't like being single any more. Sure, my life is free and I can do whatever. But I want a guy I can be with and text every day, make them smile, go to them when I need or want them and reversed. I will find someone one day.

me.

i really just want to be able to stand on my own so i can move away from here.the places.the faces.it's all so familliar.i want to be out of my element.i want to be lost.i need it.

keep love in your heart. a life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. <3

fff. i wish i got this one.

if only life could be this pretty and perfect.

the funny thing is...

this ones for you,******.

i wish we were okay.

New camera love

past.

thought you were the one for me, the other boys i didnt see.it shouldve been me and you, it couldve been you and me. but boy you broke my heart and left me standing there.now i look at all these photographs.they are all i have left.

Where did you go.

you were the knot in my heart, im trying to work out, caught up, frustrated, tired of trying, you got me in this mess.

OMG.

i want this behind my neck.right now.

Whatever it takes.

theres a million reasons for you to go.but if you can find a reason to stay, i'll do whatever it takes to turn this around.if we're gonna make this work, you've got to let me inside even though it hurts.don't hide the broken parts that i need to see.because like it or not, this is the way its gonna be.you've got to love yourself if you can ever love me.